A downloadable game for Windows, macOS, Linux, and Android

To Whom I Loved is an 18+ fantasy furry visual novel where you travel as our protagonist (Default name: Asted) to deliver a mysterious letter, only to find yourself stumbling upon a series of unforeseeable events. 

(Please note that the game is still in early development and might be subject to change.)


Written by: SimonRatfilled 

Programming by: SimonRatfilled  with the help of MarcyDragonWolf

Script edited by: MashPotitties

Featuring music by:  GreysonVulf

Backgrounds & Cgs by: KUROOObunbun

Sprites & Logo by:  TheblindOri


Feel free to join our Discord server!

Please consider supporting my Ko-fi, your funds will directly go to the production of our future chapters as I might not have the necessary funds to develop this project alone.

StatusIn development
PlatformsWindows, macOS, Linux, Android
Rated 4.7 out of 5 stars
(74 total ratings)
GenreVisual Novel
Tags18andup, Fantasy, Furry, Gay, Romance, Singleplayer


ToWhomILoved-0.0-demo-pc.zip 98 MB
ToWhomILoved-0.0-demo-mac.zip 84 MB
ToWhomILoved-0.0-demo-android.apk 110 MB

Install instructions

  • Download and run the .exe
  • If there are any problems, please join our Discord

Development log


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Waiting for update got me looking out my window like a woman whose husband went off to war.


This is a joke btw, take ur time there's a lot of other fvn I could read while waiting for this one. Do your best🙏

no updates :(


damn bitch you ever gonna post an update?

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( P.S: This is a passion project, the story progression heavily depends on the funding available. I'm sorry for taking so long but rest assured we are definitely working on it still.)


slay bestie take your time



Hi just checking are you guys still kicking with life if so still got a suporter here.


We are working on it, thank you for your support.🥲


Hey Author hope your doing well how is the vn progressing are you stuck if so don't fret just wanted to know  and sending my best regards.


Hey, thank you for the kind words. I should really be making an announcement about the delay. I apologize for not doing so earlier. Unfortunately, one of our artists had a little accident and might need some time to recover from surgery before continuing to work with us. Therefore, we might have to push the update even later.

Again, I apologize for the delay and hope you can understand.

Yep i understand  😅

Hope the artist is ok send my regards 

Stay safe out there.

are you a human or a wolf?

in the vn


Wolf 🫡

Excause me,  Author.

When is the game update?  This game is so good,  I can't wait for the next part.


Hey, so sorry for the delay! The VN is currently still in development! Unfortunately, we might have to push it back to April due to unforeseen circumstances. Don't worry though, we have already done most of the work for the next build. So sorry for the inconvenience!

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Thanks for response. 

Chinese players also waiting for update. They worried the game stop updating.  For now,  it is a good news for them.


Ok, first of all. Damn. I was not expecting to cry at the first like, 20 minutes into playing. That hit me harrrd!

second, damn, that cliffhanger was foul! I need to know what the hell that waaas 😭

anyway, love it, great sprites, great backgrounds, cannot wait for more updates!!


Artwork looks great, can't wait to see how this project continues!


Oh he is cute! ^^ The lightheartedness after the horror though is a little too jarring, no real transition, comes out of no where..., maybe too much shoot first ask questions later... Yeah that part needs a re write ^^;  Can't leave the tonal shifts unexplained like that!  Even things that happen at random need to have some sort of context, else what is going on will make no sense.

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Yeah... the situation wasnt thaat bad for me, but the music really threw me off...


This is a good start of a demo, had both horror and light hearted jokes.


A question - is MC a human or furry? (or maybe we play as that wolf on the picture?)

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furry. the MC litterally refers to his mouth as his muzzle like two sentences into the VN. And its quite obvious that the MC is the wolf on the main picture.


Nice demo, especially the art. The only criticism I have was the no-text moments that took around 4 clicks to go through as I though the VN froze but overall real nice

I’m Oready in love with this 😍💕💕💕

Soon excited about upcoming updates 💕


I want to Android download it game pls 



Good first demo! I love the background and sprites, didn't know what to think about the story yet since there will be much more to be told, I'll keep an eye out for the updates :)


Will there be an Android update? ?(


Unfortunately, we are having some issues regarding the Android build. But, to answer the question. Yes, we are currently working on it!
Sorry for the inconvenience! 


oh don't worry :) at least there's the hope of having one. Thank you so much!!

Sorry for bother you, Author.

Can we translate this game into Chinese? We just experienced this game. Then we think this game has potential in future. So we want to get the authorization to translate it.

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Oh, I'm flattered!
Sure, you can go ahead and translate it if you want to.
As long as you have the proper credits.
Thank you for your contribution. <3

Can I join your translation group? I am a future postgraduate of SISU and a crazy fan for furry. If you successfully got the authorization please do contact me and I would be really pleased to share the work with you!!

Maybe you can join our QQ group first? Our  channel number is 0gy55939n9 .


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